you can't always get what you want

Hi guys!

How have you been?

I'm sorry for the little hiatus, but the end of the semester kept me busy with writing essays and papers.

To be honest it was not only the exams period that kept me away from the blog, but also some private stuff that I need to deal with. At the moment everything changes without me wanting everything to change, so it's pretty hard to get used to the feeling that sometimes life heads for a certain direction and you can't do anything against it to turn it around.

I think I'm only a good blogger when I'm completely happy, but that's not the case at the moment. Everything is so complicated... However I will try to post on a regular base again, maybe not everyday, but once in three or four days, that's my plan. At least until these confusing times of change are over.

By the way don't worry, my family and friends are all alive and well, this is not the cause of my unhappiness. It's just that I'm a very emotional and melancholic person and I always have a hard time dealing with changes. Better times are sure to come...

But I don't want to talk about it too much here on the blog, I just wanted to let you guys know about the reason for my absence.

I haven't been in the mood for shooting new outfit pics lately, but I still had these pics on my computer. They're from two weeks ago when I had dinner at a nearby brewhouse with my mum and her boyfriend.

This was back when the weather was a bit nicer. The last two weeks we had the shittiest summer weather ever - and it still doesn't get better: cloudy skies, lots and lots of rain, wind, only 18° C.

I admit I've never been a fan of summer heat and the horribly high air humidity that comes along with it here in Germany, BUT at least it could for God's sake stop raining now please...

Oh well, you can't always get what you want right?

Phew somehow this post was hard to write because I wish everything could go back to normal in my life as soon as possible, so this includes regular blogging. I'm sorry I didn't comment back on everyone's nice comments, I hope I'll be able to catch up with it in the course of the next week.

Please bear with me guys ;)

Have a lovely Sunday!