I just want to give you an update about what has happened in my life lately and what's going to happen in the future.
Some of you might already know that I had relationship issues over the last three months. Well, they are solved: my boyfriend dumped me.
It's sad because we were a couple for almost ten years and in my opinion it was a solid and beautiful relationship most of the time. We found each other at the age of 16, we spent our teenage years together, we became adults together, we had tons of wonderful moments, many first times, many holiday trips, concert nights, went through ups and downs and overcame lots of obstacles.
To me it feels like we made each other become the persons we are now. This is something really special that no one can ever take away from us. We will always remember each other as our first big loves. This is something so special and precious to me and I'm thankful for every single moment spent with him.
Actually I even thought he is the love of my life and that we would grow old together. But sometimes you have to admit to yourself that you thought wrong...
Anyway, I don't want to give you more details on the issues, that's something private that should only stay between the two of us. All I can say is that I am very hurt and disappointed and sad about how our wonderful love story came to an end.
But I'm keeping my chin up, I'm moving on forward now and I'm trying really hard to leave the past behind. I'm sure after some time, when wounds have healed, I'll be able to not look back in anger and only remember the beautiful moments we shared in all these years.
I'm halfway homeless at the moment, so I'll probably won't be able to blog properly until I have found a new apartment. But I will keep you updated as good as I can.
I can't wait to make a brand-new start now and to get an apartment and new creative space asap.
Wish me luck!